Tuesday, April 16, 2013

a couple of photo edits for the end of the Beyond Layers class

i haven't done much on the blog lately--sorry to my 4 whole followers! :o)
here are a couple of photo edits i did for Kim Klassen's Beyond Layers class. i'm now onto her Beyond Beyond class! just can't get enough Kim...

photo © Kim Klassen. for this one, i used Kim's textures called "Little Things" (a black/white layer) and "Carol". i masked off the flowers/vase/leaves from the texture layers, trying different levels of textures, etc. the brushes on the corners are called "Just For Decoration" and i could have sworn i got them from www.designerdigitals.com quite a while ago. i added some bokeh spots for fun. that one tulip sticking out just made me think that it's okay to go against the stream sometimes, therefore, my wording "Be Different."


photo © Kim Klassen. for this one, i decided i wanted the gray background to fade into the background more (the original photo had a lot of different gray bumps and wrinkles), so i did a duplicate layer and a gaussian blur, then masked off the flower, leaves, etc. i added Kim's texture "Subtly Yours" as a linear burn at 40/40 and put the text on at 70/70--the font is Linux Libertine caps. i also used some of Kim's text lessons to play with dropping the I and S, the leading, etc.

to see what classes Kim has in store, to get cool free textures (sign up for her email newsletter), etc., visit www.kimklassen.com or www.beyondlayers.net.

on another note, i need to figure out how i made that © 2012 Craft Courtesan stamp and update it for 2013!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Now You - Fearing the Camera

i guess i'm unusual in that i don't mind my photo being taken. i think bad photos are funny. i love weird, unusual, stupid photos of myself and others. of course, my friends and family don't like this about me and wish i would edit (and delete) more! i take many self-portrait (informal) pictures of myself. trying to get a good shot of my hair, new glasses, funny expression...the number of pictures i have of my face...oh boy!

like many kids, my parents (especially my father) always took pictures of me. being an only child, i think that was the reason there are SO many pictures of me...this contributes to my ability to "model" for almost anything!

i think much of my adult comfort with being photographed comes from my time working for a school photography company. i was lucky to get in at the end of the film days and move into digital photography, so i've seen a lot change over the past 10 years, and i've done much changing at the same time. i was a travelling school photographer for 2 years, and i've taken tons of photos of kids and adults. i've learned many things from this...the funniest thing i've learned is that the people who hate their pictures being taken the most??? Teachers and Photographers!!! most kids really don't care, don't worry, don't fuss too much about how they look. that's why it's important for the photographer to make sure their necklace is straight, their collar is adjusted, their hair isn't puffy in one spot. i find myself still looking for these things in everyday life and i point things out to people all the time, especially if they're going to have their photo taken. i was trained well! :o) i also do this thing where i smile at the subject when i'm taking a photo...people in my every day life have commented on this, but i think it helped kids (subconsiously) know it was okay to smile. at least, i hope so.

i really miss the days when i had a shutter cord and could take the photo while i was looking at the subject when they didn't know. i did research on photographer Ernest Withers when i was an intern at a museum in college, and he used a small box camera (i have no idea what it was called) that he held near his waist. he took pictures during the Civil Rights Movement and it allowed him to take many unnoticed photos. they're really extraordinary when you see them to know that he would never have gotten those photos if people knew he was taking them. click here to see some of his work.

on a personal note, here is a comparison photo of me (after losing 30 lbs). in doing this side-by-side, i had a hard time finding a full-length photo of myself. it's important to take pictures of yourself every so often, because you never know when you're going to get lost and your family has to put a horrible picture on a milk carton!



Friday, June 22, 2012

#blcolorweek

so, i'm in love with Instagram and taking pix on my iPhone. this week's Kim Klassen Beyond Layers II class assignment was color. we had a different color each day and we were given the assignment to take pictures of or representing that day's color. it was fun to go around looking for things in that color each day.

here are the links to my set of color week photos:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/pearlshaynea/sets/72157630236215186/

i'm so excited to start up the new class with Kim next week -- it's all about blogging! YIPPEE!



Monday, June 11, 2012

fear, or, life is funny

isn't it funny how sometimes you don't realize how normal you are until you connect with other people?
so today's post subject is fear. reading Kim's posting, i'm struck by how normal my artistic fears have been, and how others obviously go through the same things that i do. it's easy to get caught up in your own crap and forget that others might feel the same way you do. it's a good thing to remember that.

so, some of my past (and present) fears...
  • death...haven't we all had these thoughts? i try to remind myself that no matter how much i worry over dying (and horrible ways to die), i won't be able to do anything about it when "my time comes." therefore, resistance is futile.
  • not being good enough...i struggle with this all the time. self-doubt is a horrible creature. i think this is just one of those things that you have to muddle through until you find something to lift your spirits again. if anyone has any good suggestions as to they get through these thoughts, please share them with me! i have said that my worst critic is me. i'm harder on myself than anyone else can ever be.
  • where will i be in X years? where am i going? how am i going to get there? who knows...it's good to have an overall plan or hopes, but you can't concentrate on only the future...you must live in the present.
  • what if someone doesn't like me? well, then (as i used to say when i was little): poop on them! you'll always find critics, but you'll also always find people who love what you are/do. you've got to take the good with the bad. hopefully, the good will be more than the bad in life. i constantly struggle with worrying about what others think of me. wish i could wish that away...
  • artistic fears...how can i really make this idea happen? what if i mess up--how will i fix the (thought-to-be-impending) mistake? will a potential recipient/purchaser like this? will it sell? does the item have a purpose? does it need a purpose? am i capable of making the kind of work that i really want to? am i good enough at X?
Today's photo assignment was black & white...


photo recipe/info:
photo of yellow (partially dying) roses on my dining room table. sunlight coming in through the window (splotches on the wall). taken with my little Nikon point & shoot.
PS b/w adjustment layer added to photo. played with the levels of the different colors so the gray shades would be lighter and more balanced.
bkgnd layer duplicated, masking layer added to top layer, took out all of bkgnd just leaving flowers and vase.
added a gausian blur to the bkgnd layer.
top layer: masked out some edges of the flowers, leaves, and parts of the vase to blend with background and give it a blurred, dreamy look.
added a texture (my texture #7 -- see my flickr to download it), added b/w layer, then combined those two layer and changed to soft light, reduced opacity & fill to about 60%.  added a layer mask to the texture layer and masked off some of the roses and parts of the background that were too bold.
added the quote from The Quote Garden. font: Socially Awkward.


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

whisper...

so, here i am again with another Kim assignment from the Beyond Layers II class! i actually combined a few assignments into one this time (way to save time!). i took this picture with my iPhone on Sunday. it's a peony in our backyard.
the "whisper" assignment was to do anything, think of anything, take a photo of anything--that made you think of whisper. i tried looking for a quote but couldn't find anything i liked, so i decided to use the definition. i love text on photos. it makes them feel old and grungy to me.

recipe:
i added an adjustment layer to brighten/lighten the photo.
i added a layer mask to the adjustment layer and erased the background so that just the flower had the dulled effect. it was way to bright pink for my tastes, but i liked the bright greens and light blue sky.
then i played around by adding two of Kim's textures (Grunged Up 2 and Happy Heart) on soft light mode at about 50% fill & opacity each.
i wanted to add the element of "whisper" that was our "assignment" yesterday, so i looked up the definition and used the text to create a brush. then i stamped the brush in different colors i pulled from the background on seperate layers and moved them around until i was happy. i adjusted all the text layers to 50% fill & opacity.
i added a PS lens flare. it needed some sort of "pop" and i think this added to the photo nicely.
i also used Kim's directions in order to make a watermark brush for myself! :o)

i love the bokeh effect in the background with the blurry roof and trees (that's SOTC--not created in PS).
so, in this one photo, i used a layer mask, made my own text brush, and used the theme "whisper."

whisper -- what does it mean to you?

Monday, June 4, 2012

10+ truths about me...


Here is a storyboard that Kim had us do a couple of weeks ago in the Beyond Layers II class. Cleo is on the top and Bandit is on the bottom. The photos were taken with my iPhone and edited with Instagram. (read below for more info...)
Last week, Kim asked us to write 10 things about ourselves. i found this to be a great starting point for this blog post. it was cathartic to just write stuff out, share some stuff that i might not share with everyone. here are my (more than) 10 truths:

1. I’m one of the many “kids” who moved home after graduating college and has never moved back out. I’ve been “home” for over 10 years now, and this is the longest I’ve ever lived in a place, plus we’ve been in the same house—not just the same town! I live with my dad, my stepmom (we got her about 6 yrs ago), and our two Lhasa Apso dogs, Cleo and Bandit (who are often highlighted in my photos).


2. I’ve lived in Massachusetts, Maine, New Hampshire, and back to Massachusetts. I’ve only got 3 more New England states to go! When we first moved from MA to ME, I hated it. I was jealous of all of my friends who lived in the same town and/or house their whole lives. Then I realized I would have never met the friends I had in Maine if we hadn’t moved there. I like to think that goes for every place I’ve lived. It made me grow up a little faster, learn to adapt, explore and travel. I wouldn’t trade living in all the different places (well, the actual packing & moving I could have done without!) for anything.

3. I am what some people would call a packrat. I have bins, boxes, cartons, baskets, and drawers full of arts & crafts material, or stuff I think I will one day use for a craft or project. I used to work at Michaels, and I would tell the customers that I literally owned one of everything we sold in the store. I’m a bit of an ADD crafter, so I like to dabble wherever my fancy takes me. Sometimes I wish I was really great at one thing and would just stick with that one thing. But then I realize how bored I would get and I’m glad I like it all.

4. I learned sewing, knitting, crocheting, and many other things from my grandmother. Unfortunately, I didn’t get her cooking skills. I hate most cooking—it takes too long, there are too many steps, it’s messy, etc. I do like to bake sometimes. And I make a mean egg in multiple ways. But more often than not, I would rather pick up something on the way home to eat than cook it myself. I wish I liked to cook, but I just don’t.

5. Although I love taking photos outside, I really hate the outdoors. I can’t stand gardening, hiking, most sports, bugs, too much sun, etc. I love visiting the beach and feel fortunate to live close enough to a coastline, so I try to go at least once a summer.

6. I made some amazing friends at my last job, and I foresee that we’ll be friends for many years to come. I miss having lunch with them or yelling to them across the office. We had some great times while (we were supposed to be) working.

7. I have some personal phrases and mottos I live by: If you’re not having fun, why do it? Nothing is impossible. Do what makes you happy. Well behaved women rarely make history. The "impossible" quote from Audrey Hepburn. many others...

8. I love humor and making myself and others laugh. I crack myself up all the time. I think it's important to know how to laugh and how to cry, and to do both often (although crying is limited to a couple of times a week while watching shows like Undercover Boss, Extreme Makeover Home Edition, and dramas).

9. I love TV, but I also love to read. I’ve found that you can learn so much from both of these. I hate when people say “turn off the TV” like TV is a bad thing. You don’t have to just watch reality shows—don’t you know that PBS, the History Channel, HGTV, and news are on TV, too? I have too many favorite shows and books to list here. I’ve always been an avid reader (my mom audio taped me reading—on the toilet—when I was 2) and I always will be. My stepmom Sue got me a Nook last Christmas, and it’s one of the greatest inventions ever! I love being able to watch movies/TV, play games, go on the internet, check my email, read books, trade books, and look up words I don’t know while reading.

10. I’m a technologist. Is that a word? I mean that I love technology. It’s funny because I never had to take a computer class in college (I did in high school), and we didn’t even own a computer with internet until I was 16. I’ve found that I’m great at using these gadgets and figuring things out on my own (although I also love it when someone tells/shows me how to do things). I just got an iPhone and I’m in love. I’m loving the Pinterest and Instagram apps.

11. I have a full time job doing marketing/philanthropy/community relations at our local community hospital, but I also teach ZUMBA® Fitness classes. ZUMBA has changed my life. After teaching ZUMBA for over 2 years, I’ve finally found my niche—working with special needs groups, and teaching AQUA ZUMBA® (in the pool). I would have never thought in a million & a half years that I would be teaching—or even doing—anything exercise related, but I am. And I’m pretty okay at it. And I love it, and it's great for me, which is what matters most.

12. I started Weight Watchers about a year and a half ago, and I’ve lost over 30 pounds so far. I have a few more to go, but I’m down to my college size, and hoping to get to high school-size someday! It feels amazing to know how to eat and get the results you work hard for. I know sometimes people talk about WW like it’s a religion or a cult. In some ways, it is—but better. It teaches you how to eat—not deprive yourself, not give up things you love, not DIET…just how to live healthy. Plus it’s a great group of people who’ve gone through the same stuff and will help support you.

13. I still have nightmares that I have to go back to high school. Somehow they’ve let me keep my college degree—it’s just the high school diploma they say I haven’t finished yet. I can’t remember where I’m supposed to be, I’m late, and my locker combination doesn’t work. I hate those stupid dreams!

14. I’ve lost a lot of people that meant something to me—my grandmother, my best friend Barbara, my college friend Kristy, my cousin Luke, my cat Pearl…all of them contributed to my life, and many other lives. I miss them all the time. I got my first tattoo with the initials of my gram, B, and Kristy. My next tattoo will be for myself with a Zumba-inspired twist.

15. When I was growing up, I always told myself that I wouldn’t be as old as my parents were when they had me (they were 30 & 33!), because my grandmother had seemed so old when I was little (she was 73 when I was born), and I wanted my kids to know their grandparents. Well, you can’t plan your life! I’m past the age when both of my parents had me, with no prospects on the horizon… here's hoping...

16. I've gone to "talk therapy" for years. I think that everyone could use therapy at some point in their lives (if not for their whole life). It's nice having a non-partisan person to talk to, throw ideas off of, get new ideas that you would never have found without them. I'm a big proponent for mental health, having struggled with things in my life that no one helped me with. Sometimes you have to go out and find what you need to make yourself better, happy, complete, healthy. Don't be ashamed if you're going through something--most likely, the person in front of you has had some or all of the same problems as you. It's like cancer or AIDS...someone you know has had to deal with this or known someone close to them that had to deal with it, so it's okay to talk about it in public. Don't hide what you're thinking--share it with others. You never know who you could help.

So, those are some blurbs about me...what about you? :o)

Thursday, May 17, 2012

I've signed up for the incredible Kim Klassen's class called Beyond Layers II. It's amazing--full of great tips to edit your photos, wonderful inspiration, idea starters, poetry, you name it! I love that I'm learning about stuff in Photoshop I would have never figured out on my own! Thanks, Kim. For more info, visit her site or click the "Beyond Layers" button on the right side bar.

Here are a couple of photos I did for her other class, the Art of Texture:
The above image is from Kim.

Angel statue in a cemetery in West Springfield.
This was so sad because it was way after Christmas, but the decorations were still on the statue. This plot is for 2 little girls. Their photos are on the pillar under the statue.

A white iris outside my Uncle Hank's greenhouse a few summers ago.


So, I'm going to try to update this blog more often! I also have a Facebook page, Flickr account, and Pinterest...quite busy lately! Please visit those sites as well. Those links are on the right side bar.

As always, comments welcome!